It's funny to me that I can sit in the quietness of my home for
hours with nothing to write at all. And it seems that no matter how hard
I try to clear my mind of distractions, that is all there is. One after
another, my mind is swiftly carried away into thoughts of every topic
other than the one at hand.
Yet here I sit in a cold, tiled
space surrounded by strangers and the words and concentration flow like
warm honey. The lull of their ongoing conversations, clicking of their
computers, occasional coffee grinder in the background...all of it a
mere backdrop for a picture of words on this page.
Ease and comfort in the midst of this hustle and bustle life are the words tonight.
And it feels good.
And it feels right.
Maybe
the point is that this is where the inspiration runs rampant. This is
where God's heart lies...in the midst of His people. Lost and saved
alike, here is the representation of Him on earth...here His heart beats
and his lungs fill with air. His children. To be among them.
This
week I was observing a family that was crying out to God on behalf of
their son. He was inflicted by an illness, and they were calling on God
to heal him. I prayed for the boy a heartfelt prayer...but then my eyes
fell on the mother's tear stained face and my heart broke all over
again.
I cried as she cried, my heart beating faster and faster as I saw her anguish over her son. She was desperate for God to move.
In that moment, I felt the Lord's heart for His children. I felt the
power and vastness of His love. The anguish and compassion that comes
from being so in love with that which He calls His own.
It is here among His creation that my heart beats. Here that I feel called and privileged.
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